Sige Lang

Sige lang

Mag-enjoy ka sa paghawak ng kamay ng iba

Sa pagtitig sa mga matang nagsasabing ‘Mahal kita’

Mag-enjoy ka dahil ngayon ‘di pa tayo ang para sa isa’t-isa

Pero darating ang oras nating dal’wa

Kung saan ngalan ko ang bukambibig mo at hindi niya 

Magtatagpo tayo kung saan makikita mo sa aking mga mata

Ang katagang ‘Alam kong dito tayo magkikita.’

At doon sa panahon kung saan handa na tayong magkakilala

Mapagtatanto mong, oo, sadyang nag-eenjoy ka lang noong una.

Pagkat sa pagkikita nating dalwa malalaan mong,

Ako ang hinahanap mo simula pa noong una.

What Happened?

Home made ice cream from Cocina. For only Php 50 I think it’s really worth it.

Charging up my slay battery by watching slay bey because this semester is taking forever to finish.

Every college person’s best friend. Mighty noodles! Fun Fact: My favorite flavor is sea food.

My friend and I went to four different store just to satisfy our craving for Jungle Juice. We got mango but apple would really be nice.

I’m planning on dumping (sorry for the lack of a better term) my random snapshots here so I can go back and see what happened with my life. Days can go by really quick and I just want to have a reminder how awesome I lived every single day. *laughs*

I suggest you do the same. It’s not necessary to post tons of selfies but it would be nice to take a photo of the things that spiked up your interest. Share yours and tell me about it.

The Liebster Award

Photo not mine.

I’m nominated for the Liebster Award *whoot whoot* so I did a little research about the award. Thank you for this very helpful post from Lorraine, it seems that she already did all the research work so I just have to read her post about it. Basically, Liebster, which means dearest, sweetest, kindest, nicest, beloved, lovely, kind, pleasant, valued, cute, endearing, welcome, sweetheart and boyfriend (?!?) in German, award is like a chain letter for bloggers here on the internet, especially the new ones (like me) to be discovered and potentially have a community to belong to.

Lorraine also published the “official rule” so I’m snatching it up but publishing her poetry blog in return. I bet this is going to be long but hey, I’m in the mood right now so here it goes:

The Official Rules Of The Liebster Award 

If you have been nominated for The Liebster Award AND YOU CHOOSE TO ACCEPT IT, write a blog post about the Liebster award in which you:

1. Thank the person who nominated you, and post a link to their blog on your blog.

2. Display the award on your blog — by including it in your post and/or displaying it using a “widget” or a “gadget”. (Note that the best way to do this is to save the image to your own computer and then upload it to your blog post.)

3. Answer 11 questions about yourself, which will be provided to you by the person who nominated you.

4. Provide 11 random facts about yourself.

5. Nominate 5 – 11 blogs that you feel deserve the award, who have a less than 1000 followers. (Note that you can always ask the blog owner this since not all blogs display a widget that lets the readers know this information!)

6. Create a new list of questions for the blogger to answer.

7. List these rules in your post (You can copy and paste from here.) Once you have written and published it, you then have to:

8. Inform the people/blogs that you nominated that they have been nominated for the Liebster award and provide a link for them to your post so that they can learn about it (they might not have ever heard of it!)

So it begins…

Yay. Thank you youcancallmefrance for the nomination, really. I just decided that I should be active on blogging. Again. This is one way of having interaction with the wonderful people here in WordPress.

These are her questions and my answers:

1. What is life?

– A little bit philosophical for a first question. Hahaha. For me life is a series of struggle and success. It is the reason why you continue to pay forward because you’re hungry for what it can still offer you. It is one heck of a ride and you have to enjoy the ride.

2. If you can go to a certain place right now, where would that be?

– I think I’ll go to Bontoc. One time, I was having a drink with my friend and I asked him right up and said “Dude, we have to go to Bontoc,” because I just watched a very striking documentary (Walang Rape sa Bontoc). I want to visit the place because there rape culture doesn’t seem to exist there and the females are being valued as much as the males. It is a concrete example that we can eliminate (and should not tolerate) rape culture and live confidently that no matter what time it is or what we wear, we will never be sexually harassed or abused.

3. What’s your favorite food?

– I don’t discriminate when it comes to food but if you insist, in a snap even when I’m asleep I must say it is pizza.

4. How would you know that you love the person?

– Here comes the ‘love’ questions I’ve been dreading to answer. Lol. Love knows no formula and doesn’t really have the ‘official’ guidelines. Don’t get me started about the handbook crap they try to sell to us. Anyway, for me you’re fucked up already in love if you think about this person most of the time. When talking with friends, you always have one or two things to say about him without even realizing what you’re doing. You just catch yourself thinking about him because you saw a kid with an Iron Man costume, in short, you always remember him/her because of the most random things around you. I think it’s the pile of little things that will make you realize that yes, you already love that person.

5. What’s your favourite song?

– Like my all time favorite? Hmm, tough one but I’ll probably go with ‘Gives You Hell’. It’s classic, catchy and contradicting. Why? Because “truth be told I miss you, truth be told I’m lying…”

6. If you found yourself one day alone on earth, what would you do?

– I’ll run naked and ticked off one by one the things on my Rebel’s To-Do list (not that it exist, as of now).

7. What’s your favorite art piece?

– I wanted to say some fancy pants painter from the Renaissance period but meh. I don’t really have a favorite art piece but I really like the abstract ones, the pieces that makes you feel them rather than see them. I guess that’s what should art be, they must make you feel something.

8. Do you think television is really an idiot box?

– Not really. There are really really interesting things you can find on the telly but we should never just take it all in. We should always strive to be critical about everything people say around us. Most of them have hidden intentions and preconceptions about everything on the table so we must put an effort in order to double check these information. In that way, we can come up with our own opinion (based on facts and gathered information from reliable resources). Some may say that we can never eliminate bias but at least we can try to have much raw data as needed before we make a conclusion.

9. Will you consider blogging as a form of passion?

– Of course, any form of action where you put your heart (plus effort, time and effort 2.0) on it then it can really be a passion. Blogging is not just about writing down what makes you sad, happy or angry. It is more of a community telling each other virtually that you’re not in this alone and there are people out there that share the same journey. If your passion is writing about everything that seems boring and ordinary for others so what? Who says your passion and goal is only to please others anyway?

10. What makes you happy?

– Kids, pizza, park, sweater, free food, lame jokes, my awesome tweets, my witty comebacks and a lot of little things that money cannot really buy. I know that line is very cliche but I’m being practical more than being sentimental. Dude, believe me when I say that I literally stopped myself from wanting luxury cars and fancy houses because that would be very hard for me to acquire as of now. I mean, what else do you want? Free things that make you happy, that’s the real deal.

11. How do you define fate?

– I don’t believe solely on fate itself. I think there are times and situations where you have to act for yourself in order to achieve what you want. If you know that you already did your part then go ahead and take a seat and see what will happen next. Fate is the scene after you played your role. It is when the dice is not on your hands anymore but already up in the air and whatever happens when it landed, is due to the decisions you made and the external factors that influenced it.

11 Random Facts About Me

1. I’m already eighteen. I did not have a debut party because that’s a lot of effort and I don’t see the need to spend that much money for a night just because I turned eighteen. The only reason that calls for a celebration is that I can already drink so that’s what I did, I bought one bottle of vodka and chugged it down like a pro.

2. I was born on January 1, 1997. I know I entered this world with a bang so I must leave this world with as much hype. Hahahaha.

3. I have been blogging since freshman year in high school. From planetalec on blogspot (may it rest in peace) and three Tumblr blogs to this one, alectricenergy. I will try my very best to keep this alive and I shall declare that this will be my last blog (because I intend on keeping it until I’m 83718318371873812 years old).

4. I want to have mind-reading powers. It has to do with me wanting to know everything. It is not just about curiosity (man, nine lives are not enough to satisfy my curiosity) but the thirst to gain new knowledge that you can use to converse with different people every day.

5. I get pissed of really quick about the small stuff. I really try not to but sometimes things get under my skin and I can’t help it. There are times when the world says “Oh, let’s annoy Alec today and the next day and the next.” When that happens, I just let my middle finger to the talking.

6. Jack of all trades, master of none. I don’t how to feel about this. Sometimes it comes very handy but sometimes it doesn’t. When people ask me what’s my talent I always ended up saying a little bit of this, of that and a tad bit of this again. When I’m really really lazy to explain, I just say that I don’t have a talent.

7. One time I tried hitting the gym and for two days my whole body is aching like crazy. I never went back since then.

8. One (major) realization I had in college is that I love and will never get tired eating pancit and fried chicken. When I failed my removals, I ate pancit loglog just to comfort myself.

9. I love watching people in their most natural way. No hint of being pretentious or being someone else. I observe them when they think no one is watching. No I’m not a creep, it’s just people have really nice smile when they do it and feel it for themselves.

10. I love talking a late night walk just to clear my head of things. It is my own cheap version of me time plus I get to watch people and make stories about them. Sometimes, I walk with a friend and talk about anything that pops in our head. It’s nice.

11. I always attract lonely ones.

I nominate the following people:

kolehiyalangnakaantipara

krispercb

kawaiimiho

kathlysse

koreandramaadik

Here is my set of 11 questions:

1. What word (only one) would you use to describe yourself?

2. Do you believe in love at first sight aliens?

3. What is your comfort food?

4.Are you an introvert, extrovert or ambivert?

5. What do you think of gender roles?

6.What is your greatest ‘what if’?

7. What is your favorite genre of books?

8. If you could only listen to one song and watch a single movie for your entire life, what would these be? Why?

9. What is the craziest thing you did?

10. Which do you prefer hugs or kisses?

11. What is the thing you like the most about yourself?

*nag-iisip pa*

Ang mahirap sa kalagayan ko ngayon, hindi ko alam kung masaya ba ako o malungkot. Wala pa yatang tawag sa estado na meron ako ngayon, hindi masaya at hindi rin naman malungkot. Subukan nga nating ilista ang mga nangyari nitong mga nakaraang araw,

Lows:

• Hindi natuloy ang PHLOKULA (isang event ng org na kabilang ako kung saan magpapalabas ng mga mind-challenging films kung saan itinatampok ang pagiging kritikal mag-isip ng mga karakter sa pelikula at hinahamon ang mga manunuod).
• Bumagsak ako sa removals ko (ito talaga yung nagset ng I’m-a-failure vibe sa buong week ko).
• Lagi nalang akong tapunan ng bad energy ng mga kaibigan ko. Sorry pero hindi ko kayang maging malakas para sa ating lahat. Hindi ko kayo kayang isalba sa hukay na kayo mismo ang gumawa. Oo, dumating na ko sa puntong alam kong kailangan pakawalan ang mga taong hindi nakakabuti para sa akin pero ang hirap kasing pabayaan ang isang kaibigan. Natatakot ako na kapag bumitaw ako, sino pang kakapit para sa kanila kung sinukuan na nila ang sarili nila?
• Yung mga netizens na ang lakas maglabas ng hilaw at mababaw na pagtingin sa kaso ni Mary Jane Veloso at ng pamilya niya. Alam kong may freedom of expression at entitled tayo dito pero maging kritikal tayo sa pagtingin sa problema. Huwag tanggap lang ng tanggap sa kung ano ang inihahain ng mainstream media.
• Wala akong naitama sa exer namin sa Logic.

Highs:

• Pagkatapos ang 3293829812829 taon, nakauwi din ng Makati. Kinakailangan ko talaga ng break mula sa acads, sa mundo, sa UPLB at sa mga tao. Nitong weekend, nag-enjoy ako at pinagtuonan ng pansin ang aking sarili.
• Mukhang magaan naman ang pagtanggap ng pamilya ko sa pagbagsak ko sa removals pero nandun pa rin yung disappointment kasi first time in history ‘to.
• Mahal pa rin ako ng magulang ko.
• Pringles, tacos, pesto pasta, chocolates and sisig.

Mas mabibigat ang lows kaya feeling ko malungkot talaga ako ngayon. Ayaw ko lang talagang i-embrace yung feeling, baka kasi may magtanong  na naman ng “Bakit ka malungkot?” Tinatamad kasi akong ipaliwanag at sabihing “Wala eh, ang tagal na kasing masaya nitong buong pagkatao ko. Matagal ng ngumingiti ang mga labi ko. Matagal ng inaalay ng sarili ko ang kanyang mga bisig para kanlungin ang mga taong nanghihina. Matagal na siyang nagbibigay. Kailangan niyang mag-ipon ng lakas at kanlungin naman ng iba. Hindi ito pagiging mahina o pala-asa sa kalinga ng iba kundi cycle lang kung paano maka-recover ang sarili ko sa pagbibigay.” Ang haba kasi masyado, nakakawalang-energy. Ayokong paulit-ulit na magkwento pero kapag kausap ko na yung taong iinitindihin ako, hindi ko maiwasang magkunwaring okay lang ang lahat at ngumiti na parang tulad ng dati. Hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin kasi ako ganoon kalakas para ibaba ang aking depensa at tuluyang papasukin ang isang nilalang para matunghayan ang aking mga kahinaan.

P.S. Iisip ako ng word na maaaring itawag sa estado kung saan hindi ka masaya at hindi ka rin malungkot. Babalitaan kita.

Alec will try (very hard) to be active again…

Alam kong ang tagal kong nawala, sobrang dami kasi ng dapat unahin. Kailangan isalba ang semestre sa loob ng iilang araw at pagtuonan ang mga bagay na para sa sarili. Susubukan kong mag-update mas madalas kaysa nitong mga nakaraang buwan kung papayagan ng internet connection namin na sobrang bagaaaaaaal.

Iiwanan ko sa inyo ang litrato ng pinakamamahal kong unibersidad, halos mabaliw man ako sa loob nito tuwing hell week(s) pero, naroon pa rin ang pagkalinga niya na parang isang magulang.

RANT PART II

Salamat sa mga malulupit kong brod na hanep kung magpayo sa pakikibaka o sa laro man ng pag-iibigan at pagkakaibigan. Hindi ko aakalain na sa mga bibig niyo manggagaling ang mga sagot sa aking mga katanungan, marahil ako’y nagduda kung may pakialam nga ba kayo sa nararamdaman ng isang bagong miyembro ng pamilya. Salamat talaga. Pero ito lang, hindi kasi talaga tungkol sa pag-iibigan ang pinupunto ng mga malungkot kong ngiti, kundi ang masakit na tarak ng napunit na pagkakaibigan sa aking dibdib.

Masyado na ba akong makata? Patawad, sadyang hindi maiwasan na magtugma ang aking mga salita. Marahil dala ito ng malamig na kagabi o dahil sa taksil na salita ng naturingang kapatid. Emosyon ng nasugatan ang sumusulat nito ngayon, isang taong naghangad ng pagtitiwala ngunit huwad ang kanyang natamasa.

Umasa kasi akong hawak ko na ang iyong tiwala, na kahit anuman ang mangyari, alam mong hindi kita iiwan sa ere. Mukhang nagkamali yata ako, dahil konting kibot ko lang na taliwas sa inaasahan mo, sadyang pumuputok na ‘yang butsi mo. Hindi kita masisisi kung sa tingin mo’y hindi ka na makakakita ng kaibigang hindi ka sasaksakin patalikod ngunit sayang lang bagkus nang nasa harap mo na ito’y labis ka pang nagbubulagbulagan. Hindi ko alam kung ako’y maaawa sa iyong asal ngunit alam ko lang na hindi ako maghahabol magpakailanman.

Sana’y huling beses na akong magsusulat para sa’yo. Hindi lang talaga ako makapaniwala na sa lahat na pinagsamahan nating noong nakaraang semestre, itinuturing mo pa rin akong isang lobo sa gubat na madilim at handang sunggaban ka upang kitilin.

Masakit.

Nakakapanlumo.

Nakakawalang-gana.

Wala eh, ‘di pa pala sapat yung pagtakbo ko sa’yo sa tuwing may kailangan ka. Hayaan mo’t isa kang leksyon na hindi dapat magtiwala nang lubusan sa iba maliban sa sarili mo.

RANT PART I

“I think I trust the wrong person.”

Teka lang ha? Tinatamad talaga akong lumabas kaya hindi kita gustong samahan. Ayoko talagang makipag-usap ngayon sa kahit kanino kasi ang dami kong iniisip. Pwede ba sarili ko muna? Kahit ngayon lang?

Hindi ko kasi maintindihan kung bakit sarili mo lang iniisip mo at yung kwento mo lang ang dapat laging pakinggan. Sana magbigayan naman tayo. Oo, kung sa panlilibre ang usapan, mas marami kang naibigay pero yung suporta ko at pakikinig sa’yo nung mga panahong walang umintindi sa’yo, pwede bang pakikwenta rin. Sorry, kung lumalabas na mukha akong nanunumbat. Nakakainis lang kasi.

Hindi ako sanay na ako ang sumusunod, ako kasi madalas ang nagpapasunod. Malamang pride na nga ‘to. Pero sa kabila nun, sinubukan kong magpalit ng pwesto. Ang kaso lang, sumobra ka yata. Hindi ako tuta na susunod kung saan ka man pupunta, may buhay ako maliban sa’yo.

Marahil kailangan nga lang natin ng panahon na magkalayo. Para kasing lason ka na sa sistema ko, nakakalimutan ko yung dapat na mithiin ko ngayong sem. Punong-puno na ako ng mga drama, pwede bang positibo naman ang ibigay mo? Wag tayong maglasunan. Hindi na kasi ito pagkakaibigan.

Hindi ko alam kung anong meron at sobrang sensitibo ko ngayon, marahil siguro sa pagkakatapon ng Pancit Canton na niluto ko sa lababo, marahil siguro dahil Pebrero na, marahil siguro noong nalasing yung crush ko, iba yung sinabihan niya ng ‘I love you’ o kaya sadyang nakakairita na yang ugali mo.

“I think I trust the wrong person,” ‘yan ang sabi mo sa Twitter. Pwede mo namang sabihin sa akin ng diretso, hindi naman makitid ang utak ko. Pwede naman tayong mag-usap.  Sorry pero hindi ako manunuyo, bahala ka na sa buhay mo. Didistansya na muna ako kasi ‘di ko matatanggi, pinapainit mo ulo ko.

Sneaking Fifty

*listening to I Don’t Trust Myself (With Loving You) by John Mayer*

I’m kind of reading Fifty Shades of Grey these past few days though I decided when I was still in high school that I shall only read this book if I’m ready. I guess being eighteen makes you think you’re ready. *laughs*

I’m writing a post about it, am I making a huge deal out of this? *laughs nervously* But really, there are A LOT of scenes that make the atmosphere hot and heavy, I get it. My sister said that mothers who are waiting for their child’s football practice to be over only read these books. I thought maybe, these it really not for me as of now (which is a junior high school-er back then).

After all these comments are said and I finished (kind of) reading the book, all I can think of is how really really really hot Christian Grey is. That’s it. I’m kidding, the truth is I like how strong Christian and Anastasia’s feelings for each other. It makes me wonder if that really exist in the real world where I am clumsily living and trying to survive because if it does, darling, I’m really scared. I think it will cost me too much to fall in love. Dude! I am already smiling for no damn reason and even while washing the dishes because of this swooning lad from a book (which is, of course, Mr. Grey). What more for a person who breathes oxygen the same as me in real life?! I’m doomed.

What if I came across someone from the streets of UP or I bumped into him while refilling a cup of gravy? From the looks of things right now, I’m willing throw away everything out of the window if I met him. Really. (And by him, I mean, someone I have a relationship with or understanding or even interesting for me in a deeper level rather than just being an ‘ultimate crush’).

Maybe I’m thinking too much at once, that’s what happens when I have the time in my hands. The only good thing about this is Grey helped me moved on with my life and he turned my attention to a different direction (but a new direction *winks*), away from the assumption that this someone and I are more than friends. (!!!WHICH IS CLEARLY NOT THE CASE!!!)

Oh well, laters baby.

RANDOM I

Just like that, one week has gone past. Before you know it, the rest of the second semester will come crashing down at you. It will be exciting and tiring at the same time. It will make you want to poke your eyes out because there is too little sleep or because you watched two movies on a school night. Yeah, like the second one is even an option but it is! We procrastinate whenever we can. 😛

I have found the best sisig in LB. Dude, it has the right amount of everything in it. I want to marry it. It was really really good. Damn, I’m fangirling over sisig. This is real.

***I’m jumping from one thought to another but thank the universe there are paragraph.***

If I Stay

Napanuod ko na yung If I Stay kasama ang crush ko, hindi sa sinehan kundi sa isang silid-aralan sa Hum Bldg. ng UPLB. Hindi naman ako masyadong naapektuhan nung pelikula, siguro dahil inalok ako ng saging este ng turon ng crush ko. At noon lang ulit kami nagkita matapos ang isang buwan. Mas nagbigay atensyon siguro ako sa presensya niya kaysa sa pelikula miski na crush ko si Chloe Grace Moretz.

Ngayong sembreak, pinirata ko yung pelikula para magkaroon ng sariling kopya. Ewan, hindi ko kasi natapos noong una ko ‘tong napanuod. Ngayon ko lang na-appreciate yung ganda nung soundtrack niya at may mga eksenang medyo nakarelate ako. Nakakatawa nga kasi wala naman akong KR (as in karelasyon) kaya hindi ko rin alam kung sa papaanong paraan ako nakarelate. Siguro dun sa kwento nung pamilya ni Mia, yung pagkakaibigan nila ni Kim, yung pagmamahalan nila ni Adam at yung pagtupad niya sa pangarap niya.

Ang pinakagusto ko talaga ay yung mga quotable-quotes ni Kat (Nanay ni Mia). At pwede ba? Ang cool ng Tatay niya.

Ito yung linyang binitawan nila na sobrang ❤

Mia Hall: What am I gonna do? I am being completely torn in half.

Kat: You’re going to go to Julliard and play the hell out of your cello. Or, you’re not. You’re gonna stay with Adam and have lots of amazing adventures. Or you’re not. Or maybe tomorrow, the Earth’s gonna smash into a meteor, or it’s not. Life is this big fat gigantic stinking mess. But that’s the beauty of it too. Whatever you do, I support you. Either way, you win. And also either way there’s something that you lose. What can I say, baby? True love’s a bitch.

Isko’t Iska 2014 BMI

I went to Isko’t Iska 2014, BMI (Basic Masses Integration) activity last September 6 to 7. It was a hard battle of tug of war between me and my parents if they should allow me to come. In the end, they said yes after I sent them a two-paragraph statement of why should I come and after bugging them for 927273883388291818 times. BMI is an activity wherein you get to live the life of the people suffering because of poverty. We focused on the work of our humble farmers. The work and the effort to get the job done under the blazing sun is not a joke. You sweat like a pig (you sweat more than walking around the campus without an umbrella on a hot afternoon, seriously) and there’s this feeling that if you lose it, you might just collapse. No, I’m not exaggerating things. It is really hard to produce that extra rice you order at you favorite fast food chain. It’s a tough job to handle and it is not for the tardy people. The sad part is they rarely get the fair share of their sweat and blood because they only get Php 200 a day for an eight-hour work from 7AM to 4PM. Some of them have to give sometimes half or even more of their harvest to the owner of the land they are renting. When you see it and hear it first hand, the work and the sentiments of the people, you’ll be mad as giant bull on fight. You’ll think that why isn’t the government isn’t doing something about it. Then, you’ll remember, that the people we are expecting to make a change in the system are the ones inflicting the burden to the farming community because they themselves own the the vast lands, farmers are renting. This things just got real, isn’t it? In the end, after the heavy atmosphere around, we all gathered for a cultural night. We sang and laughed and talked about things that matter around a bonfire. It was cool. I got the best people from Umal and and my awesome batch mates. Yeah, it was worth the fight.

Thoughts and Doubts

I have never been this far from my family. Alone and on my own, five hours away from home (oh it rhymes and it’s not from a song I tell you). It’s nice to feel the vibe of freedom and all but at night before I close my eyes and drift away, I’ll think about my home, my family and the noise one’s making because he can’t find the remote. These things will make you miss everyone you know because let’s face it, in college you’re alone. Yes, you’ll have friends but there are things you have to do and learn all by yourself. That’s why college can make or break you. It’s all up to you and your choices.

As of now, college is breaking me. It is shattering me into smaller pieces than my true self. I have been having doubts if I can ‘survive’ the UP life when I feel like everyone is better than me. Admitting this confession to a public audience is already strange to me because I always thought that showing weakness is a big mistake. Here I am telling you, how weak and lost this current version of Alec is. College has a strange effect to me, I know.

Give me time to bounce back a lot stronger and determined than this. I can and will adapt to this environment and conquer this kingdom I once feared. I surely will because if there’s one thing concrete I know about myself is that, I can adapt. I just need the time and right kind of inspiration to rearrange my thoughts and trash my doubts. I’m still looking for that inspiration as of today but I know I’ll find it somewhere. Maybe it’s in Freedom Park, on the seats in D. L. Umali, in the rich taste of choco milk or maybe in the arms of Oble. When I finally found it, I’ll get back to you and share the experience.

These are the words of my unsure self, the doubts of my dubious mind and the broken determination of my being.

P. S.
This drama post may be the effect of getting a low score on my IT I lecture quiz last week. I’m sorry.